Just got home (not really) from DAR. Can't figure out if whatever they said before was just courtesy or what. They want us to wait for a like month? Seriously? Good thing someone is really concerned about our status and is helping us get to somewhere. Thank God for new friends and helpful Titos.
But as Joy said there's no reason for us to be fucking depressed, mostly me actually cuz she's enjoying this extended vacation. I don't know but I just feel really really down because of the uncertainty.
She even said that for a sociology major I pretty much get influenced by what society is expected of me, to be employed ASAP. But maybe it's not the society, although we all know it is, what if it's all me? What if myself is the invisible pressure that keeps on pressuring to have a job like right now.
Being unsure of my future this early in the year pretty much sucks. Damn it Feng Shui! You make me think that the whole year is gonna suck just because technically I'm unemployed. Wow, technically? Seriously? Because right now it feels officially. Gaaaahhd.
